Life is such a bitch, one minute you are on top of it
enjoying it like a good fuck and the next minute it dumps you without giving
any reason and everything that makes you happy goes in dumps. Its plays game
and tricks on you and make demands from you. Sometime it gives you back what
you deserve and sometimes it doesn’t. To some it gives a silver spoon and to
some it gives a path full of thorns and yet it takes from us more then what it
gives us.

So…. Looks like I am at the crossroads in my life don’t really
remember when the last time I felt the same Confused way. For a guy who has
been logical and focused throughout his life confusion can be really painful especially
when it is caused by women

It makes me wonder why women are such a bitches. They will
come and talk sweetly to you when they want something and when their task gets
done they won’t even turn back to say thank you. It’s just that they think guys
are like toys with which they can play and then throw away and yet if they get
even a little heart they cry like babies and throw choice abuses at you. They say
you are insensitive and what not yet they don’t give a dam when they crushes somebody’s
heart or heart someone

Humm………..Can’t live with them can’t live without them Damm
this SEX

Humm I just hate his bloody society its so anti women. It s as if the all the rules are made so that society can lock up women in homes and reduce her to doing house hold chores Ok so you don’t believe me well lets analyze some cases then

Case 1: Teena was the most intelligent girl in my grad collage she was always in the top three and it was almost difficult to compete with her but then what happened after finishing collage her parents said no more education or job dear Time to get married so inspire of being intelligent and competitive she is not able to compete with others in the job market

Case 2: My ex GF rupa called me sometime back. She was crying. Reason well she wanted to get married but she was not able to find a suitable guy. The funny thing is she broke up with me because she wants to marry within same cast. So the situation is she cannot marry me because Her parents wont accept the marriage but at the same time she is not able to find a guy of same cast. She now says its ok if she never gets married HA fickels of idiocy


Case 3:Most parents would allow the guy to remain out late at night without a doubt but for a girl curfew starts at 8:30 or 9pm that is discriminatation at its most stubble level

Case 4: Female feticide needs I say more

Case 5: Girl gets raped and is forced to marry her rapest. Great now she can get raped for rest of her life and she cannot even do anything about it

The funny thing is at this stage this unhealthy trend has started affecting our society. From situation in hirenia where there are no girls left and people are willing to pay money to girls family to get a bride to Gujarat where brides are sold and often treated as slaves when as a society are going Down hill. I gess we Indians have scant regard when it comes to women but I gess women themselves are to be blamed to some extend.

Remember it’s the mother in-law who expects the dowry. It’s a mother who gives more preference to son then a daughter, and most important is that women put up with such shit. I don’t know why? But I gess if the situation doesn’t improve soon we as a society would break down

These were the Early days of collage and I had recently got the admission in course of my choice and in a very happening collage (Lala collage @Haji Ali) and collage itself was located on a sea shore of Haji Ali, Although collage had no campus per se but it had tall building from which you could view Haji Ali sea face and the whole wide blue sea and Haji Ali Mosque. Well with so many beautiful things around who had the time to think about love??? At lest I didn’t.

Alka was a beautiful girl and an intelligent one and I enjoyed her company. She was good at math and had promised to help me, I in turn had promised to help her in C, and although I didn’t realize it then but at some level I carved her attention. Well things were going as normally as they could and I was going with the flow and I must say I enjoyed it.

It was this whole new world that had opened up before me as if I had discovered a secret cave full of wonderful sights and treasures and I was busy exploring it, to top it off the Icing on the cake was the collage timings well they were in the afternoon from 1pm onwards so that left me enough time to reach my class in time and quite leisurely too. During those days I used to sleep late at night wake up late maybe by 11pm and get ready by 12’O clock and head to collage which itself was a very enjoyable journey. I used to take 92 Ltd. Bus from my place which was always empty cos it was the first stop and I always used to make sure that I got window seat on right hand side of the bus, From then onwards I used to put the earphones on to enjoy the music for one whole hour as that was the time it used to take me to reach collage,

I must say those were the golden years of my life and I enjoyed each and every day of my collage life Well…. at least the first year cos then onwards the journey of my life became bit rocky But like they say If it ant’s rocky it ant’s exciting so I guess that fair but still Those were the best days of my life and the ones that will remain etched on my heart forever.







I still remember the first day of my collage; it was the inaugural ceremony as it was the first batch of BSc (I.T) Course in Lala Collage, the Director decided to start the course by breaking the coconut in front of goddess Laxmi statue and for this purpose a girl was selected from the audience, Her name was Gurveen and she seem to have gotten a bit annoyed or maybe embarrassed that she was being called to conduct prayer but never the less she complied with the Directors request. After the ceremony was over we all headed towards the classroom

Well the classroom wasn’t much more then a room with a blackboard and Individual sitting benches but the good thing was it was on the sixth floor and if you turned towards your left you could see sea through the window. Well the first day of the collage was how the first day of collage is supposed to be. Only one period, Everybody Please introduce yourself shouted the professor, well there you go I though to myself first day of my collage at last. I couldn’t believe my self at last I have achieved what I always wanted me studying my favorite subject computers in collage and in a non-engineering course well what more could a guy ask for.

Roll No. 31 shouted the professor and I got up from my chair rather clumsily “Sir I am Abhinav Sabharwal I did my schooling from A.E.J.C and then decided to study computers, I am from science background” Next shouted the professor and I was once again lost in my thoughts. I had a quick look around and after introduction was over we were given a lowdown on course contents and general schedule that would be followed by collage and then like we were allowed to take a break and we all ran out of classroom like a pack of monkeys trying to escape from a cage Well that’s collage life for you isn’t it

“To go to a canteen follow the people at chow time and avoid seniors like hell” well this may be mantra for a engineering grad but we were not in a engineering collage, we were in a commerce collage which for the first time had started a technology course so the concept of ragging was blissfully absent which meant that we could roam around collage without any worry and as with any collage we reached the most important place Canteen

Most collages have a bad canteen some collage have really good canteen but in Lala’s you had 2 canteens on the fifth floor and another on the ground floor facing the sea. We usually preferred the 5Th floor canteen as it was near our classroom.

“Chotu Ragda Samosa jaldi la” Shouted Amin. Hay your really get good Ragda Samosa here and I looked up and saw this really fat guy trying to strike up conversation with me, now I am usually the kind of guy who prefers to have lunch alone so it came as a bit of surprise for me well the first thing I noticed about him other then his huge body was his silly smile and his intelligent know it about everything look. Later when I got to know him better I found out that not only was he the most technosavvy guy but also knew everything about the technology and programming in particular he was also a very fast learner and could grasp any concept very easily, A very hard working guy I gess cos he was always among the first three in the class when it came to scoring academically

Quite funnily our professor was very young. In fact as I will later come to know he had just completed his MCA and this was his first job, but I gess that was a good thing cos he could understand what we needed and maybe we could relate more to him as he was almost in the same age group as us maybe only 6-7 years older then us

I dont want to marry any other girl if is not you its not going to be somebody else. God o god I hope my threat works I thought. Abhinav try to understand that although your parents may approve my parents wont and I cannot go against their wishes. I love you very much but I told you in the beginning only that this was just going to be time pass. Look rupa either we part ways or at lest let me talk to your parents. Look abhinav I know my parents will never agree and anyways you are two young, Hay watch it rupa I am old enough and earn a good 5 digit salary and anyways I am not saying that we marry now but I need to know where are we going. Sorry dear I cannot marry you but we can still be friends...........

No way dear I dont believe in that kind of thing and anyway our relationship is over its best to forget each other

Heck I had this conversation a few months ago with my ex girlfriend
Who was with me in collage? We were friends when we first met and over the years our friendship grew and turned into love. Then before we knew we were in the final year and she proposed me before the collage life ended we had some good time together and eventually I started my MBA


MBA life was different then collage life, more pressure and you were on your own. It was a hard struggle and there were some ups and downs newer people new girls new faces new friends and new experiences but I never forgot rupa how could I? How can you forget a girl who was your really good friend and then girlfriend who helped you unconditionally through out the collage life and was with you in good as well as bad times; how? But it saddened me that a girl who gave me so much and whom I loved so much cannot be mine forever why why is this world so unjust?

Dont worry you will get over her said loki. Loki was my friend in MBA like rupa was in Grad collage she helped me get over rupa and move ahead although both these girls helped me some time or the other I couldnt ever understand them. It is as if there is a invisible glass sealing between me and womankind. Rupa showed me how beautiful the emotion of love was and loki showed me how lonely can you become without love but between all this I think I have either become addicted to love or allergic to love. To be honest I have avoided girls and tried to keep some distance with them since my breakup with rupa. Maybe sub concisely I dont know but anyhow I think I got allergic to love and I gess I avoid love like hell since then But then life moves on and time heals all the wounds but the sad part is to heal those wounds you must sometime forget about your most beautiful moments of your life at least temporally

In the end I got what I wanted a good profile and a decent salary to start my carrier but now I know that all the money in this world cant bring you love

So life is like this only in short
You lose love and get depressed and put all your energy into work which eventually brings you Money and Fame which in the end gets you a girl with a good figure (36,26,36) and you may not know but that girls dumped somebody (who loved her) to marry you cos you had more money or you belonged to the same cast

HA HA I have unlocked the secret of life



Love is the answer - but while you're waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good questions.

Maybe not now as I have to think out a lot of things Marriage, My job, and my goals. Bitch I thought you call me all the way to pune to discuss the idea of having our own business and this is what I get, if you were not sure why did you call me here and on top of that you are one hour late and you are making clumsy excuses for being late.

You are wrong abhinav you did not come here to discuss business SCREAMED my mind. So do you love her asked my heart?? Is that why you came here to see if maybe things could somehow work out?

No he doesn’t answered my mind he came here to leave her behind, he knew long ago that this would happen, That she would get married and anyway he never loved her in any true sense. I don’t understand said my heart. Then why did you came here in the first place why did you took all this trouble the stupid uncomfortable bus from Bombay to pune arriving late at night and this stupid overpriced hotel why? why all this if not for love

Well it’s like this said my mind. Abhinav came here because he wanted to be sure that he is not being unfair to her. He came here to meet her for the one last time so that he doesn’t regret it later. He came here because he needed a break from Bombay. Business plan was just an excuse He doesn’t need her to open his own business He can do that by himself

He came here to say one last goodbye because abhinav knows that maybe this is a last time they will ever meet cos from now on life will change forever. Thing will no longer remain simple and He knows that his dreams will take him far away into the world. HE came here to meet a friend before he took off with his dreams to Unknown destinations through maze of strange paths. He wanted to leave every thing behind and in doing so he as escaped the chains that might have stopped him from doing his best. You see He came here to escape his past and now that he has done it He may never return

Abhinav why don’t you try making a cup of tea?? Mom asked
Well why not I thought, so I got down making my first cup of tea. Now guys I am a very intelligent guy but I cannot cook to save my life so i asked my mom how to make cup of tea. Well that’s easy she said just boil 3/4 cup of water and add some tea powder and when it changes color add milk to it and some sugar. Easy enough I thought.

So I took 3/4 cup of water and allowed it boil for few minutes and then I added some tea powder only the color of water I not change as mom said it would so I said mom color is not changing

Oh it would change she said just add some more tea powder and increase the flame. I did as she instructed still no results heck i boiled the water and tea powder for half an hour and still no results

Finally mom came into kitchen and after some fiddling around we discovered that i had put rai in water instead of tea power aha well I now drink instant coffee
So that’s life guys an it’s not what you like it to be is like what life would like you to be

Sometimes I wonder why life is the way it is??? One minute you are zooming on the highway of life and the next second CRASH you are in Hospital wondering what went wrong and the very next minute you find that nurse who is tacking care of you is a beautiful Babe and you think to yourself Man am I glad I had that crash
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Girls are such a confused bunch of characters. Sometimes they are so nice to you and sometimes they treat you in a way that makes you wonder Man what did I do wrong musta been some bad Karma of previous life??

I have a friend Alaukika and she is one such character. She is beautiful and sexy and super slim so much so that she can pose for diet cola. Anyways she is a nice person and a friend who has helped me out a lot of times and unlike some other female character (that I know of) she is not all beauty and no brains



She is a intelligent girl who knows how to get what she wants, a strong girl by nature and sensitive towards others, she however she has just one Peculiarity. She doesn’t believe in keeping in touch with friends she will never call her friends if there isn’t any work she wants to get done. I mean in last 2 years since we have known each other she has only called me 4 Occasions where she was contacting me to keep in touch and this was very awkward for me because I totally believe in keeping in touch with my friends either by phone or email(even if there is no perticular reason)and I expect them to do the same, I mean one call a weak to catch up with your friend and say “Hi I just called to see how you are doing, so wassup lets meet” is not much to ask or is it? After all in this day and age you are only an sms away. It took me a lot of time and frustration to understand that not calling doesn’t mean she has forgotten about me; well I gess that’s how it is sometimes you meet Cartoons and sometimes you act like cartoon

Things Change and how, sometimes you think you love somebody and then you realize that maybe it wasn’t meant to be, Now just yesterday i met and old friend of mine whom I used to like very much. We were in same class and we spend a lot of time together doing assignments, hanging out with friends, Criticizing Professors, Bunking classes so I though that I liked this girl after all she was smart, intelligent, sexy and beautiful but after I left the insti and joined the job I missed her very much so I become even more sure that I liked her. What I was not sure about was her feelings for me, I mean she hinted that she was not interested/Ready for relationship and fling was not something that I wanted anyways it has been 6 months and I have met a lot of new people and its as if those feelings and thoughts that I had about her have disappeared. Earlier I used to look forward to meeting her and their used to be a magical feeling now I gess that magic and those feelings have disappeared as if lost in Oblivion

Well I still remember the day when I first Noticed her, it was in the library and I was trying to understand some binary equations form a beautiful girl called Alka when she just barged in and started complaining about professor Denis, It annoyed me that she was barging in like this but she did not seem to have noticed my annoyance’s. She was wearing a Red dress with square yellow dots all over it and was properly in a very bad mood, Anyways after talking to her for some time and reassuring her that she indeed was right and Prof. Dennis was an idiot she left us alone and I felt that What a girl Hasn’t she got anything better to do???? . Never did I imagine that in years to come this girl would become my first love and girlfriend but then who could have known???